Cause sometimes it is really hard to say Happy Birthday



I love when I sit in a car with the windows fully open, half way between somewhere, facing the world outside with a smile, wishing I had a tail!

A few hours ago was morning, and I was in car park, writing “Joanas’ Bday” in my arm, waiting for an unknown CS to magically materialize and help me to cross the Yucatan peninsula. This organized hitchhiking is one of the many perks of CouchSurfing, along with listening to a Jazz Band in a Russian apartment high above the rooftops of energetic Cancun, the Ultimate Frisbee team and most things that are worth while in life.

I close my eyes, feel the warm sun kissing gently my skin, listening to Cuban music, learning from my new Columbian friend valuable information about the Latin American world. As I quickly look at my arm, I sit hoping I get the opportunity to use his tips on a long desired trip of South America.

Holding on to hope - Chichen Itza
At this stage I am not aware that after a day of daydreaming, friends making of finally being "at the mouth of the well of the Itza", I will be getting back to my temporary home to find out we have been robbed and that my “efectivo” is missing, setting me further back from, what it feels like, ever being on a boat leaving Panama to the lands of my “host”.

Soon I will be laying in the grass outside a world wonder, using my bagpack as a pillow, under the cover of the blue warm sky, looking at my arm, wishing far away car parks had internet so I could send a beautifully written email to this special friend that for 13 years has been putting up with my randomness and madness.

Soon I will be in a “40 minute” bus ride that will last no less than a couple of hours, soon Helena will be, in what we will find out as I arrive, is the wrong car park waiting for me. Soon I will get goose bumps as I hold the broken curtain holder showing me where the robber(s) came in. Soon the day will be over and I will fall asleep with the blue writing fading in my arm, apparently completely defeating the whole purpose of me writing it in the first place.

It turns out that this very moment, when this lawyer accidentally kills a few suicidal butterflies, when the Mexican biologist tells me about life in the capital running her cafetaria, when I tell them about my dream chasing wanderings. This very moment, with so many kilometres behind and so many more kilometres to go, when paths cross and life happens randomly (or… ends, if you ask the butterflies!). The moment I am no where near being able to wish you “Feliz Aniversário”, is the best moment to tell you:

Keep on going.             

P.S.: Next year I will make it on time!